Committed, so deep in it I will die before I quit it
Its both
Dark and light my mind’s mitosis, but you all already know this
All these
Ideas pouring out, overwhelming my head’s funnel
My
Hands are moving so damn much I’m thirty-five with carpal tunnel
And I
Experiment with rhythms
I play around with words
Refuse a first draft finish
Meticulous mind’s min is thirds
Gaze up
I do not see a sky at all, all that’s there is black
A sea of gold is dotting it, no limits to hold back
Using years as currency, a future’s what they buy
A life only accessible to unrelenting try
Yes
It is not born of vanity when I state
“I’m committed”
These hands will not see rest ’till I say
“Mom…I did it”