Nothing rips my brain apart like not having a peace of mind
I look and see and search and plea and always seem to try and find
Constant balance, but I can’t, I fear I’m cursed to be the kind
That never sees the silent seas I seek to see and sail behind
Purpose passes pens to me and I just hold them with a stare
Playing them on pen and pad like all my idols, hi Voltaire
Rid the worst of all the cursed, the quill I use has meaning now
Blotting ink the things I think we need to shed and disavow
For so long I have walked along a shaded path that has no end
Never knowing nothing needing nothing more than just pretend
Now it’s changed I’ve rearranged, and everything is clear to me
There is but one direction that my ship will sail, we all shall see
I fine’ly know the person I’m supposed to be and will become
I finel’ly know that words are my one calling and my only sum
Everything has added up, everything has come to this
Words will be the wind I need to sail my ship through the abyss