Tonight it hurts
The pain it sears
I’m all alone
I’m dripping tears
I miss her so
My empty grasp
Tries reaching out
Yet nothing lasts
I hate the hurt
With everything
Im here, now God
I’m listening
Speak up, it’s time
To make your play
This pain I want
To go away
If you’re there
You listen true
Make it known
Cause I need you
This ask is real
It matters not
What others think
Or others thought
I have to know
Where are you God
This hurt won’t heal
Please, just a nod
So come to me
Come prove it’s you
Cause faithfully
It just won’t do
I’m waiting God
Care not to die
My heart is bursting
You did this, why
What lesson am I
Supposed to know
Please justify
This pain, this blow
I hate it, God
There’s nothing gained
Just emptiness
It’s cruel, deranged
Is this what you want for me?
This hurt, this hate, this pain I see?
Grant me strength, I swear and cry
I’ll live for her until I die
How the World Should Work 
Wow, this is so incredibly beautiful and powerful. You do a great job expressing your what you’re feeling. I’m sorry you are in so much pain.
I can really relate to emotions expressed here, especially the line where you ask God why he did this. I’ve asked God that so many times throughout my life.
Thank you for your beautiful poem. I wish you healing and better days to come
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Thanks so much, I really appreciate you saying that
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