Never have I ever wanted to fit into normalcy
Every time I thought of it I knew that it just wasn’t me
Don’t get me wrong, I know that it’s society
There’s nothing bad of being glad and fitting in the mold, you see
And if I’m being candid it’s a life I’ve started to envy
All the happiness that comes along with having a family
Sometimes I think about the path I’m on and start to think so differently
A wife and kids don’t sound so bad if I’m looking at things honestly
But then I think back to that day, when I got down on one knee
I told her I would change the world, no matter what, I’d make it be
That was the day I started walking, embarking on this journey
Using every tool I could, my sharpest sword is words it seems
This pen and pad are all I know, through time they’ve ‘come a part of me
Now my purpose has been found, it was her death, ironically
That made my prior motives lost, I’m born anew and finely free
To do the things she would have done if she were here and she was me
Understand the “why” behind this, then you’ll know the realest me
I truly do not care for fortune, or the fame that others seek
I want a world where all is fair, without the animosity
I guess I’ll post this poem online, but we all know it won’t matter, see
People want their news to heed the sickness and the tragedy
They care not for the positive; the things that most will never see
I pray one day this changes and we have a new reality
But until then I’ll post this, sure, but no one really cares to read
How the World Should Work 