Listen, please. I must know how. I have so much to say right now. My mind is tearing me from Thou and begging me to disavow. Is this something I should allow? I need to know right here, and now. I’ve every reason not to fall yet here I stand before and bow.
Why won’t you sit and talk with me? Why won’t you show yourself to me? I question how this came to be and I need answers, desperately.
Nights are always worse than day. There is nowhere to get away. Trapped inside these shades of gray, tormented by the things I pray.
There is no stopping damage done. Not with a book, nor with a gun. Painful thoughts each way I look, and painful mem’ries, every one.
Don’t abandon me, my friend. I can’t go through this hurt again. Don’t tell me it’s not if, but when.
Sincerely signed, with heartbreak’s pen.