Never have I ever longed for cold and bleak December, no, that month is writhe with all my plight, it holds the worst things I remember
There is but one day I yearn, it is on the twenty-third, ‘tis a day when children pray and do things that which they all learn
But underneath that shadowed sheath, there lay a thing that lies within
It hides there without any care, it nestles itself singing sin
Now I quite can try the flight, though it won’t help me anyway
Memories will follow me no care for how hard I can pray
It won’t matter, I’m in tatters, spattering these things I’ve learned
Laying them before You thinking they are things I thought I’d earned
Tell me now, show me somehow, let me know what I must do
Tell me now I can somehow walk on the path ‘twas paved by You
I might be lost, I fear the cost, but I have faith in Your faith, see
Now I know we reap what’s sowed, and You never gave up on me
It took so long, I wasn’t wrong, the time was needed desperately
Through ash I walked, yet never balked, the pain You dealt, it set me free