Let me tell you ‘bout a scene I don’t wanna see
Sittin’ dark ‘n cold in a room I don’t wanna be
Waitin’ for the doc to come out and console me
Tell me “it’s alright”, “it’ll heal”, “just an atrophy”
It wasn’t that, that was it, this was gonna be
Different from the times, other nights, all those old scenes
No more packin’ bags, gettin home, gettin’ cozy
This one was the last, went so fast, was the end of me
Now my hand, on this pad, writin’ fast, you about to see
Rippin’ all the mad, all the sad, all the bad, straight outta’ me
Askin’ okay God, where you at, why’d you leave, G?
Left me on the floor, all alone, on my bare knees
Now I deal, no appeal, put on a new tee
All my heart, all my soul, all the things that’s just the real me
Ain’t afraid, ain’t concerned, now I gotta new G
One that’s real, helps me heal, you think I blaspheme?